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Well Hello Summer

I passed all of my finals =D Need I say more?

My summer will not pack many fun things, but that is okay because I need save up for school.

Speaking of fun, I just experienced something amazing.  As I was driving down Central I saw what appeared to be a bunch of giant butterflies circulating the inside of the roof of a little bridge.  I had my windows opened and I had to quickly put them up because I didn’t want them inside my car (the roof is fairly low).  Anyhow, I was mesmerized, I knew they weren’t butterflies due to the size and they were definitely not pigeons.  As I got closer I realized that they were bats!  I am not a bat fan, but it was a beautiful sight.

They were literally flying as in a current.  There were hundreds of them and they formed a long long river (the best way I can describe it as) in the sky!  I was so excited I slowed down and stared at them.  I of course started to get way to excited and I had to keep my eyes on the road…..
Too bad my phone is a brick and I couldn’t really take of a picture of it.

They all were flying towards the full moon and the sky was a beautiful blue & purple.  Its something that you would see in movies (like Batman).  I was half expecting to see a vampire or something crazy.
I’m seriously in love with the sight!  I took it as a sign….my summer is going to be freaking awesome!!!!!!!!!!!

Closest picture of what I just saw- just imagine that the bats are flying towards the full moon and the sky is a beautiful dark blue and purple.  
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The Sad Truth

I just came out of my final for Psych.  A little bit of background on that class.  I’ve been doing fairly well ( a lot better than Adult Health).  However, I still needed to pass this Final to pass the course.

In Nursing School you have to have a cumulative average of a 77% on all tests.  Therefore, If you get all As in your assignments but you do not meet that average of a 77% on the exams you will fail.  Anyhow,  I studied A LOT for it, and as I took the exam I was relieved when I knew most of the answers.  However,  as time passes, I am feeling that dreadful anxiety that doesn’t let me breathe properly.  I have a tight feeling in my chest and I feel sick to my stomach.

The last Final I took, I failed and look where that got me.  I do not know what I will do if I fail the final I just took.  I used to know when I failed or passed, and now I am an uncertain mess.

The sad truth is that I do not trust myself anymore.

 

 

 

As I write this I am sitting outside my home (locked out) and I am feeling a little better by just looking at the trees as they move through the wind, feeling the breeze as if it were caressing me and listening to a beautiful birds song.

I love nature…it soothes the soul, gives peace to the mind, and calms my overly fast beating heart.

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