Well, this past year did not go according to plan. It has definitely been a disappointing year. However, I have my family, my health and the loveliest of friends. I still have a lot of good that I can hang on too. Its the simple things that make me happy and sometimes i forget. Its so easy to forget when things you yearn for fall right out of your hands; but I have been reminded that life revolves around so many aspects and Nursing school is just one small part of my life. I don’t plan on giving up just yet- I’m willing to try one more time…
Speaking of which, I had the Nursing Committee Meeting this morning. I believe it went well. They were all new members, I am not sure if that is a good thing, but I guess we’ll find out. I was asked about my past failures and even my prerequisites. My throat went completely dry (good thing they had a water bottle ready for me), and I was just as honest as I could be. They want me to make objectives before they can give me an answer in regards to continuing into the program. I will find out by Friday. I am pretty calm about things, although I am not going to lie -I randomly freak out and burst into a 5 second tear fest and then I compose myself.
I should be crowned the Anxiety Queen.
I will say that 2015 was better than 2014 so I’m looking forward to 2016. Like many people out there I came up with a handful of goals that I hope to accomplish this year. Just keep in mind that these goals can change and as time passes, that list will only grow. My goals (depending on what happens Friday) are the following
- Pass Community with an A
- Graduate from Nursing School
- Pass the NCLEX
- Have Faith, hope & Charity- Forgive, Forget and Love (Remember Lots Wife)
- Go on a trip
- Save 20% out of every paycheck