Well, things have definitely taken a turn for the UNKNOWN. I know what I want, I know I will eventually get it- but my life time line is completely skewed. I have no way of fixing it due to the fact that I am still not sure if I will start school this semester. I absolutely HATE it. I don’t think you can possibly know this gut awful feeling I get when I think about my future-it sucks. I’ve said it before & Ill say it again…I just have to roll with what comes at me.
Its pretty late so I cant/wont elaborate. Stay tune.
Just know that my Nursing Career is NOT over =)
& also know that I have a serious crush on someone, which is a very nice distraction from my own self regulating/torturous thoughts.