Maybe I have already posted about this, but I’ve been doing a lot of “what if” thinking. What if I cant retake NUR 410, What if I cant get back into the Nursing Program, What if I never become a nurse, what if I become a loser and I go nowhere in life?
Ok, so I’m over doing it, but I’m just feeling anxious. I’m just keeping things real so I am not so disappointed. Don’t get me wrong I really want to finish this Nursing program that I started ages ago.
I meet with the Nursing committee January 5th. I have to tell them why I failed and how I plan to succeed. It’s insanely stressful. I am scared. I don’t know if I will be allowed to return to school to retake this course. I hate going through this AGAIN. Seriously guys, don’t do it….don’t fail any course in school. However, I have decided to go through with this meeting. I hope I am given the opportunity to try one more time, because I have decided that if for some crazy highly unexpected event occurs and I fail again…I will not try again. This will be it. That’s how I feel about it now….
I am 5 classes from graduating…
& I don’t know what my future holds.
I’ll just become a traveler like the lovely Lena