Beyond Excited

Well, its finally here.

Tomorrow will be my first day of school as a Senior Nursing Student.  I have waited a long time for this.  It is almost like I am living in a dream.  It’s surreal.  Have you ever found yourself staring at a picture of a close friend and suddenly it’s almost like you don’t recognize them.  It’s strange really.  How can something so familiar become so strange?  Nursing school is so far a never ending road where I can see the end, but I keep walking and I don’t seem to get close….strange.  I feel like I am going to do something wrong tomorrow.  Nursing school has definitely led me towards a path of uncertainty where I have become an anxious person, but I happen to be a great actress so I just pretend to be super confident.  In reality I am scared to death.

I will not let Nursing school beat me.  I will concentrate my all to passing this semester with flying colors.  I have decided to only work twice a week.  Yes, I will seriously be lacking money but its going to be okay.

I have decided that I don’t really need that much money.  This year is my year.  I have already started right (passing Adult health) and I will finish it just how I started.

I can see the end of the road and for the first time I feel like I am actually getting close.

Send me good vibes guys




I have been concerned with making money to pay for college because I thought that was the only thing I should worry about.  Well, come to find out that I had a whole bunch of requirements due.
I was very irresponsible.

There are hospital requirements, which I knew about but I kind of pushed it off and I forgot about their importance.  Those requirements are modules that explained each facilities rules and expectations.  I had PCH, VA & Banner requirements.  They were due this past Friday (7/31) and I found out August 1….because that is the day that I checked my school email.

I am looking at this through a positive light.  I FOUND OUT.

I freaked out and thought the worst, but I finished so now I am doing better.

Of course when I found out I finished it all in 24 hrs.  I had about 4 hrs of sleep to finish on Before Monday.

There are still a couple things to do, but on my OCO account it says complete so I am happy about that, I just need to go get IDs for each facility and Parking permits.

Oh! One more thing, I also have to turn in some paperwork, which I finished but I need one more certificate which I did back in 2013 and so I need additional instructions.  I emailed the lady in charge, but with my luck, she has not responded…..

I emailed her all of the paperwork I already have, and I decided that I am going to mail her the paper work I have along with my old certificate.  Ill leave her a note in the mailed package letting her know that I need the additional instructions.

I don’t deserve it but, wish me luck guys.