Well, its finally here.
Tomorrow will be my first day of school as a Senior Nursing Student. I have waited a long time for this. It is almost like I am living in a dream. It’s surreal. Have you ever found yourself staring at a picture of a close friend and suddenly it’s almost like you don’t recognize them. It’s strange really. How can something so familiar become so strange? Nursing school is so far a never ending road where I can see the end, but I keep walking and I don’t seem to get close….strange. I feel like I am going to do something wrong tomorrow. Nursing school has definitely led me towards a path of uncertainty where I have become an anxious person, but I happen to be a great actress so I just pretend to be super confident. In reality I am scared to death.
I will not let Nursing school beat me. I will concentrate my all to passing this semester with flying colors. I have decided to only work twice a week. Yes, I will seriously be lacking money but its going to be okay.
I have decided that I don’t really need that much money. This year is my year. I have already started right (passing Adult health) and I will finish it just how I started.
I can see the end of the road and for the first time I feel like I am actually getting close.
Send me good vibes guys