A Sense of Impending Doom

I haven’t been writing because up until yesterday I have been studying from the crack of dawn to about midnight.

BTW, that is an actual medical symptom for people that are just terrified (impending doom). I am sad to announce that i did not get the 77% test average. To make myself feel better, I did get a 77%-78% (if you round) in the class, but not the test average, which is exactly what happened with Adult health last semester. Not only am I a semester behind, but a whole year now.

I found out yesterday and yes I felt like a legit failure. I was SO close (again) I have all these plans and they keep falling apart. I just can’t believe it happened to me a second time…it’s definitely discouraging.

My dad hugged me last night and he told me that I could never disappoint him. My mom was the same way. I love them both so much. I honestly do not know where I would be without them.

My plans right now are on hold. I will be turning in my petition as soon as possible so I can have the opportunity to try yet again to pass the class. I know the material, I just need to learn what a nurses priority needs to be for each condition (that’s the hard/essential part).

Hopefully my petition gets granted & I swear that I will never fail again (class wise). I’ll quit my job if I have to- I have to be really dedicated- I cant afford another slip up.

Ill keep you all posted with my Nursing education.


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